I HATE IT HERE

Essentially eternally 12 years old

Tag: life

Going home

For the past year I’ve been living in Malta. I joined FRVR as a Release Engineer, and helped shape the…

missed connections; emergency exit row

You: Lovely infectious laughter, brunette, travelling with your friend. Me: tall chubby red bearded supergeek. We started laughing about the…

On being alone

I fucking hate being alone, and with the way my brain is wired, I am very good at ending up…

4AM panic attacks

I’ve been trying to sleep for the past four hours. I’ve been doing the insomnia shuffle. It’s become a familiar…

Stress is the mindkiller

We’ve all read Dune by Frank Herbert. And if you haven’t, you should. Go do it now, I’ll wait. In…

Still Standing

2014 was in many ways one of my more turbulent years. Between losing a job I loved, daring to open…

Armor

It’s getting dark and cold now. The wind is biting my cheeks and knuckles, and it digs deep into my…

Racing thoughts

I find it increasingly difficult to focus these days. I’m stretched too thin. Like butter scraped over too much bread…

Nomad

For the past couple of months I’ve been living a life not unlike that of a nomad. See, the job…

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